You stand tall, straight but still a bit uncertain, the floor is a bit uneven and soft. It feels fluffy beneath your naked feet, just like a really nice carpet would. You knee down to touch it and it feels solid but yet fluffy, a little bit like snow and it is gleaming as white as fresh snow does. You can even see some glittering now and then. You lift your gaze and look around you. White and even more white. It’s hard to make out lines or objects, everything seems flowing into each other like soft waves. The air around feels a bit wet, reminding you of how it is like to stand close to a waterfall, even though you can not see any water. Slowly and hesitantly you start walking, just somewhere, everything looks pretty similar. Or does it really? You watch your surroundings more closely and slowly start to recognize changes of colors and objects. Some hills seem a bit taller and dark, others are lighter. And oh what was that? You turn around but can just make out a black dot behind you, distancing itself from you. You loved to see what it was but it’s going so fast that you might never reach it even if you tried to. So you move on, towards one of the darker hills. Climbing up the hill feels effortless even though the ground beneath you is still soft. You enjoy yourself and start humming a song, one about a rainbow. It just seems to fit.
Something changes you can sense that, the air gets heavier, more filled with water as you continue to climb. Suddenly a light erupts, brighter than you’ve ever seen one before. But as quickly as it appeared it is already gone again. But then another one lights up, for a bit longer and you can see the jagged form before it disappears again. What can that be? You don’t know, it is as mysterious as this whole environment. Finally you reach the top of the hill, now your feet definitely feel wet and as you touch the ground, you can feel that it’s full of water, energized water. Touching it creates little bursts of energy which remind you a little bit of the big, bright lights you’ve witnessed before. Where are you? Somewhere deep in your mind, a connection, some knowledge still hides from you. And the more you try to pull it into your consciousness, the more it shouts to you, catch me if you can. You feel some amusement but are also annoyed by that. Yet, you wander off again, going on in the same direction. You keep watching your surroundings, they are ever changing, the colors turn now more towards grayish or blueish. Suddenly you loose your standing, your foot missed the floor you were walking on just a moment ago. You stumble and you fall. You fall deeper and deeper and a realization slowly drifts into your mind about where you’ve just been.
~05.05.2021